The worst day of my life

I know people say that, and perhaps in hind site it's not so bad, but I really feel like today will go down as the worst. I was in the store buying a cake for Naomi's birthday party tomorrow, when my phone wouldn't stop beeping, I was getting text after text. It might as well have been a bomb that went off. Family members in disarray, no one knows whats' really going on and communication broke down. This will be something that will have long time long reaching effects. I pray and hope for the best, but right now I am devastated and I am not sure how I can pick myself up.